Since it is Merdeka Eve, lets talk about Merdeka. I used to be very excited over Merdeka Celebration especially last year. I don’t know why but i was really into this celebration last year. The main point is this year i am not. I don’t plan to go countdown in town even when i can drive and the permission to go. I don’t plan to go even when there will be so many artistes performing in many different places in KL tonight. I just don’t have the urge to do so. And i don’t feel safe going to such large crowds. Many things can happen. To me, it means nothing now. I am not patriotic anymore. Seeing so many political and economic issues that happened in the past nudged me and i realised that this place is nothing good except for it is free from earthquakes, tornadoes, volcanoes and many more natural phenomenas. Ehh, wait we had Tsunami 2 years back. Beautiful fireworks, good performances and a large crowd aren’t what i want to see. A brand new M’sia is what i want.

Don’t make any judgements by reading between those lines. I still love this place yet we’re all living in a very realistic world. Only the strongest will survive. Anyway, happy birthday ! You’re 50+1.

Yes, i know. There’s no moon last night. So, how to see two moons? Such a big liar ! Anyway, i am so sorry for giving so many of you false hope. 

School is fine. Family is fine. Friends are fine. Driving is fine. Studies are okay. Basically, everything is in the right place. It is nearly to perfect. Happily happily. 

My mum is being so sweet. She text and remind me to drive slowly and switch on the lights whenever it rains. She text me even when she’s so faraway from where i am. Like she’s in Sunway and i am actually in Bsd. How to rain together? Yet reading all these sweet messages makes me realised that she really loves me and all those things that she had done in the past was really for my own good. Yet i was being such a disobedient daughter in the past. Until now, at times i still am. When it comes to my mum, my heart melts whenever she tells me sweet things and buy me things that i want. I treasure my family members a lot. No offence, but I don’t understand why some of you don’t. 

I love Thursdays !

Enough said. Goodnights

Hello. Someone saw my face on tv last night. Astro, channel 311. So, did you? Hahaha .. I was holding the ‘zhong’ L.E.D board for Rynn Lim.

Ladies and gentlemen,

Dogs and cats,

Let me present you my medium length hair.

Okay, not much difference but actually it’s a lot. I used  to have super duper long hair. Just a few mm longer than my waist. And i just cut and make it longer. Even the hairdresser asked why and gave me his ‘youbetterdon’tcutyourhairthisshort’ smile. Hahaha. Plus, it’s still super straight and not bushy at all. I am not really used to it yet because i cannot play and twirl my super duper long hair anymore. This is one of my bad habit. I love my super duper long hair a lot but i think it’s time for a small change. It’s small because i look almost the same. If you don’t believe, you can do the differentiation calculations. *laughs* But hair grows very fast, right? When i get back my super duper long hair, it marks the end of high school.

Enough said of hair. Tomorrow will be the day where nightmare begins again. You,me,he and she will be studying our asses off. I am telling everyone of you that i don’t feel good.

Two moons on 27 August 2008.

27th Aug the Whole World is waiting for…

Planet Mars will be the brightest in the night sky starting August.

It will look as large as the full moon to the naked eye. This will
Cultivate on Aug. 27 when Mars comes within 34.65M miles off
earth. Be Sure to watch the sky on Aug. 27 12:30 am .
It will look like the earth has 2 moons.
The next time Mars may come this close is in 2287.

Pass this on because no one will be alive to see it again.