My new toy

I love my new baby

thanks mummy, needs more time to explore !

I updated this dearest blog 2 days in a row. * claps claps * I just have too much to say, too much to express and am on the way to be more dramatic.

Tell you more. The mind has been playing tricks on me. It got me reminded of the good and bad times throughout the whole 2008. I must admit that this year is really a good year. Well, at least to me it really is. I had been reminiscing on almost every single thing since i don’t know when. Got myself in this imisshighschool mode again. Yeah, not only high school but almost everything that once happened to me. I think that it is normal for me to feel so, because this year is actually coming to an end. Usually, when it comes to this season, everyone will start to be reminiscing the past and at the same time setting new year resolutions. Well, i remembered at the beginning of the year, i made TWO ! Driving license and studying hard for SPM ! I did the first one and will leave the second one to the Ministry of Education. If you don’t believe, can check back on yingloves.blogspot.com.

I know that next year will really be a different year for me. At least, i will not be doing the same, old routine that i had been doing for the past 11 years. I know i am bored of this routine yet at the same time i am already used to it. Ahh, it’s been eleven years. I had been doing the same thing for eleven years. How did i actually manage to do it har ? I am done with primary and secondary. Like finally. Now will be the tertiary thingy which i know that it will definitely be more challenging. Meeting new people is really not my thing. I am not that type of person who actually starts talking to anyone next to me. I am just not into this socialising issue unless the first question that person ask me got my attention. If i were to do Public Relations, i would die of hunger.

After all, 2008 treated me really well. I wouldn’t say that i have all the good things in my life and but at least, i am satisfied with what i have. I didn’t have that bag i had eyed on or that little black dress i wanted so much or even traded my all time favourite BMW with a perodua myvi yet i still believe that i had been blessed by the God to have ALMOST every good things in life. My mum used to tell me that i am not grateful with what i have but at this moment i want to prove that i am. I really am GRATEFUL with what my mum had provided me throughout the whole rat year. I am not trying to be filial at this very last moment but just to express that i seriously am grateful with things.

Not to forget, i have a lovely grandmother who is always telling me to take care of myself. She has really high hopes in me. I hope that my SPM results won’t disappoint her. A brother who shares things with me. Eventhough, there were some misunderstandings but we managed to pull it through and we are better than before

Last but not least, a bunch of friends whom had been through the thicks and thins with me. They taught me things that i have to know by this age except for this issue, cooking. And the prom issue, it got me to understand that organising an event is TOUGH ! Yet, the friendship that we have now is indescribeable.

I couldn’t actually fit every happenings into this post. In fact, i had forgotten some minor ones. Nevertheless, i have to say. 2008 is this awesome.

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The best is yet to come.

For you to know, i am in the mood. Yes, very. Ignore the font, i know it is annoying. Cannot find Trebuchet MS. BOOOO

WARNING : This post is long and consist of nonsense. Click the ‘X’ button if you don’t wish to continue. Thankyou.

Recently, i am watching this HK and Tw drama on AOD. Yes, i like it. No doubt, i really like it. The first episode got me really into it. The storyline is different and the most important of all, it has something to do with WEDDING !! Something, i adore much. They also have a beautiful lady as the main actress and a small eyed guy as the main actor. How can i not get hooked up when i already got bored of Gems of Life? Oh, and the title is I do/幸福的抉择.. I like it. Just like how syn is into The Seventh Day, and she still is now.

Here is a small trailer of the whole drama and along the way, that song is the theme song by our very own Msia Female Singer, Fish Leong.

Not to forget, some good pictures

Picture No.1

No.2

No.3

No.4

No.5

No.6

There will be no captions, but i like picture No. 3. So sweet right? I like, i like, i like. They both look natural and makes a good pair physically. Another fairy tale. But fairy tales don’t always have happy endings..  

Anyway, this drama is highly recommended by me Weeee ! For the very first time, this has nothing to do with Jay dar.

Moving on. I am looking for new phones. Yes, i am planning to buy one. No, i don’t pay for it. You should know, i don’t have the ability to do so. Okay, I don’t fetish any brands but i want a phone worth paying the price. I meant worth my lovely mum paying it. Besides that, an user-friendly phone please. I am no good at new technologies.  I like ….

Sony Ericsson – G900

Samsung – Omnia i900

But i know Omnia is way too expensive for a phone. Yet i heard that it is a very nice phone and it is awarded by dontknowwho for its features. I got bored of Sony ericsson. I don’t really trust Nokia. I don’t know where to buy iphone. I know i demand a lot.

Life. At this moment, life issue is ………………………………………………….

UNDER CONSTRUCTION.

A new week lies ahead :) and 2008 is coming to an end. Let’s welcome 2009 ! I warned you this is long, right?

NS IS NO GOOD.

Because i know NS will be tough.

There’s nothing i can say, because i am not the one facing it, i wouldn’t know how it feels.

I take back all my words, NS isn’t fun.

I dont want to go at all.

I know she is tough and will be tough.

Yet i know that everyone is worried about her.

Let’s just pray that she comes back in one piece.

All these moments, i truly cherish.

With loves.

ahemm ahemm, I AM BACK ! i miss KL. Seriously, i miss kl !

Everything were in this sudden mode. Things happened. If you don’t know, my greatgrandma just passed away. Yes, JUST. Her actual age is 96 but after adding those chinese years makes her 102. No no, i am not going to start telling grandmother stories. I bet tears will start to flow because she sacrifised too much in the past and in the end most of them abandoned her in that big, old and creepy house.

But .. life is fragile.

life is this fragile.

Yes, life is really THIS fragile.

Somehow, it makes me cherish my grandma more and more. Because i am afraid. Yes, afraid of losing someone so important to me. I am afraid of failing to protect someone i love so much. i know how it feels. yes, i really do. i think i just need more time to deal with all these personal emotions and thoughts. but i am fine and will be fine.

At the same time, merry christmas have a blessed one