An ordinary life is a crime.

Okay, today is 26th of February AGAIN ! Haha, i swear i will never like this date. Because the reason is so obvious  that i don’t even need more than 5 seconds to answer you. Yeah, i never like the memories which is on its way to being a scar now. If you don’t know, it hurts. The pain inside really hurts a lot. I thought it’d heal after so long, but it seems to be the same old thing. I never like talking about this matter because until this particular moment, it still mattered a lot to me. At the same time, i never wanted to admit it. Never. Be it in front of my dearest friend(s) or anyone out there. Im just not ready for it. Perhaps, i will never be ready for it. I sound so stupid/dumb, seriously. But i couldn’t help because apparently im sick of bottling everything up. Im seriously sick of hiding everything.

Yet life goes on as if nothing has happen.

Aiks, why start the post with such inner thoughts har?

Im hoping that the Almighty God will freeze time at this moment. Because i don’t want March to come in. Seriously, no. I don’t think you need me to repeat the same reason again and again. Seriously, i need a break. Not very much to a break but a vacation. Yes, vacation is the right word. I want a short trip to somewhere in/out of Msia. I just want to sit down, chill,relax and take beautiful photographs of myself and the nature before everything comes in. Before the results which is going to kill me. Before starting the express college course. Before facing the hectic traffic jams everyday. Before having to drive from my place down to college. Before having to be around with new people. Before having mountains of assignments/homeworks to tackle. Before and before …

Yeah, a few days trip will do. I promise i won’t do any shopping. Because i have had enough of it. Laugh at this, the fact is i don’t even care.

Let me remind you, im free once again. I no longer am working.

im going to jason mraz next week :) we sing, we dance, we steal things.

Goodnights everyone

M.a.c – Hello Kitty Collection.

To die for !!

my favourite

Have Fun !

yeah, i had not been blogging lately. because even i, myself couldn’t deal with the emotional thoughts and personal feelings. So, why want to make things complicated?

im feeling good but not so good. i had no idea why, simply just massive mood swings. i think it is because of the releasing date of spm results which is drawing nearer and nearer and nearer that i almost cannot breathe. i know it couldn’t be tears of joy this time, i know. It’s just that im still being so naive to think so positively to make myself feel better. I couldn’t bear seeing the one dearest to me to feel disappointed. i couldn’t. If it wasn’t the pmr results last 3 years, i wouldn’t have to feel like this.

i registered myself in college last week. Take a wild guess on which coll and course i will be doing. Anyway, no credits to that. Moving on, im feeling so fortunate to have my mum as my mum. Because she really tries so hard to shower me and my brother with lots of love and to fulfil my high demands. Thanks a lot, mummy. i love you

Fyi, i quit that job which i had been complaining all this while. I bet im really like what others labelled me. Anyway, it makes me happy

and my new love

Cheers :)

i really shouldn’t miss you,

but i can’t let you go

Kelly Clarkson – My Life Would Suck Without You

Hehe. No, not my current status. i simply like it especially when it is played by some radio stations in the car. A very nice pressthepedal song har :)

it is 9.30pm, i need to sleep.

Goodnights, beep me please :)

Bcause i had a bad day.