An ordinary life is a crime.

 

 

Oh dear, im so bored now. Im blogging from the web actually and most of my friends ditched me, watching that Hitler movie in the Lecture theatre. They find it so interesting that even when i asked them to go commit crime they told me to wait till the movie is done. I ended class super early today and i thought we can go do something fun like yesterday but but but they want to watch that Hitler movie introduced by the Lan lecturer. I shall take a knife and kill him now.

 

 

It’s so weird blogging from here actually. I can feel the groovyness now. Its like any minute from now, the person who sits next to you is going to peep into your screen.

 

 

 

 

I have got nothing to do now.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

waiting…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Still waiting.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Im still waiting and they are still happily watching.

 

 

Im blogging using my bedazzled e71. Im just too lazy to switch on the laptop and got distracted by facebook in the end. My inbox is full of the facebook emails which ranges from friends requests, notifications, photos comments and more. I find it quite annoying and disturbing now. Nevertheless, facebook itself is still fun.

Lan classes are a lil’ relaxing with multiple breaks and classes are ended earlier but it isnt interesting that you’ll always find so many people meditating from time to time. Alright, i got caught today not by the lecturer but by my friends. They were snaping my sleeping pose but des is dumb enough, he didnt turn off the camera sound. Anyway, all and all the lecturer would say will be bad things about the country, about the history which we had learned during f1 to f5. Its just that they replaced it with english, with better and proper vocabulary.

Damn. There will be a common test tomorrow. History again, damn. Im still working on the genting post. I just dont have the mood to do so.

Back to studying malaysian studies.
I want to eat now.

 

 

This is the life and updates post. Im glad im having my comfort zone all by myself again, without having to pretend like im super generous, sharing the same room with the cousin. I have too much in my mind now and im trying to express them in words, in a way where people will understand.

 

Semester one is considered done except for the Lan classes next week which will start at 8am in the morning. Damn bad,i know. I just finished my physics test today. To my disappointment, im not able to answer the extended response which is really a big bomb. I don’t think its really worth it as i was studying till 2am this morning. I lost count on how many lancome cream i have to use to get rid of those eyebags and dark circles. Perhaps, i was just too confident that the possibility of having the ion thruster question is not high. Heck, it failed me. It once again proved that i was wrong, giving me two tight slaps, asking me not to assume things. Hence, i know that i must work hard in the next semester if i really want to see the 5As in my report card. At the same time, I don’t want to disappoint the mother since she’s paying so much for this pre-u programme and i happened to realise that im not suitable for it. I’d blamed myself for standing on my decision in the first place. But what is done is done. At least, for now the mother doesn’t force me to do medical or something similar to this like how she did in the past few months. Shes being such a sweet and supportive mother minus all those save money naggings. I hadn’t been helping out with house chores and am only minding my own business, not paying any attention to the family esp the mother when she was suspected with ulcer in the stomach.  Im someone who couldn’t exactly deal with the reality and when problems happen, i tend to run and hide myself somewhere, couldnt be bothered with anything that is not related to me.

 

Even the one week semester break i will be having is going to be so hectic with resources datelines, tests, practicals, draft, report and all those overdue homeworks. I doubt that the one week holiday is enough as the to do list is really long. Besides, i should be spending time with people I had not been seeing for months to just catch up and gossips together. Nevertheless, the first priority will be the family (grandma misses me ! ) then studies ( i am aiming for 5as, u remember ?) then high school friends, especially the one with the fedora and i had met her twice on the road. So, you bettter comment on this, emily ! 

 

Okay, i got stucked here. There are too many posts that i have missed out. They are all still in my draft section and i don’t know when i will be posting them esp the Yuri Wong getting married article. His soon-to-be wife wrote a very nice article that i thought i’d like to share. Its an article which she commented on the matter,love. In fact, time is so limited. I didn’t have time bothering about sharing or not, about Mother’s day, orientation party and many events which were weeks ago. I was just too busy living in my own world, busy complaning, whinning and feeling overwhelmed with both college’s tasks and life at the same time was busy being emotional over tiny little things. The new me is still the old me that some parts of my attitude couldn’t be changed even after hundreds attempts. Im still so emotional at times. Im sure if you had been reading, this is nothing new. I don’t always surprise people.

 

I thought of chopping off my hair into a more stylish bob hairstyle. What do you think ? Besides, the mother bought me an 8gb pendrive because someone actually teased me weeks ago for not having one. So, beat that ! Im going genting tomorrow with the collegemates for a time out. To breathe in some fresh air and to scream our lungs out riding roller coasters. Abbie, im competing with you on the genting post.

 

and a random college pic.

 

 

Im feeling good,having to know that i finished today’s tasks so early. I never felt this good before after doing SAM for like 2 months. Im contented with the bio results.Yeah, it might not be enough for any of you but it definitely is to me. I think i must really brush up my academics since im starting to love good grades. Let’s just see how determined i am, heh?

 

I pretty much need a good sleeeep now. Had been having classes at 8 for two days in a row, and will be having the final 8am class tomorrow. This will be the last week of semester one. This is how the mother’s 10k flies. Anyway, I will be having lan classes next week which i assumed its gonna be plain fun, less stress and less dramas. After lan classes, it will be semester holidays. I couldn’t wait for it.

 

I am in a good mood and this explains why i don’t blab today.

Goodnights.

 

 

I finally have the time to sit down and surf the net, after last Friday. For the past five days, i haven’t been using the internet connection except for once. I logged into Facebook in The Web.  Like always, i was busy with assignments, researches, homeworks and tests. What could be a better reason? Sam is always busy =(  So finally, i have the time to catch up with blogs i had been reading, the Jay Chou news and blogging. I discovered so many new things.

 

I hesitated having to admit that i never do good this semester. I swear, i will do better in the next one ! Don’t fret, courseworks count right? Sometimes, i really love waking up early in the morning, getting all dressed up for college and driving all by myself there. It gives me a very good yet indescribeable feeling, it assures me that everything will be fine today. Yes,even when at times i couldn’t find a good parking, the radio didn’t play my favourite tracks and people being bitchy. At times, i would think that weekends are really bored with nothing interesting to do. Perhaps, i should go and do something wild decent with them since i was always invited. So, now you must be thinking that the all sweet and innocent girl is going bad. Anyway, i don’t think im that innocent even when i hate admitting this.

 

My cousin will be staying in the same room with me for a few days. I seriously dont like the fact that i have to share the same room,bed,toilet with her till next Friday. Sharing is not always caring. Im sorry, im sorry, im sorry. The worst part is she checks on my things from skincare products to clothes to shoes to almost everything. She always whines about how unlucky she was at my age, she didnt have all the things i have now. But heck, she now has few Coach and Burberry bags. I dont have them too ! I don’t like it when she starts talking about her past. It just push me to the wall with a super large force. Damn.

 

Last night was emotional. Yes, even after hanging out with them till so late. I still am able to be so emotional after i got home. I hate this deja vu. Life can be so messed up at times. So, why bother doing a proper update ?

 

Please give me strength.