the truth is i really don’t know how to convey all my ridiculous feelings into different messages. tonight is just one of those nights where i couldn’t explain myself in just words. feeling very overwhelmed with so many things happening around me that im almost so immuned to them.
just came back from catching up with two of my very close friends during the college days and i never thought that talking to them is so therapeutic. today, just today when we all loiter around pyramid aimlessly, from shops to shops and we did it just like the old days and i really wish hweemien, wenzhee and waiyin was there with us. it reminds me so much of the old yet happy days we had in sam. it reminds me so much of all the silly things we have done, of all the silly pranks and teases we put on each other and we never know that after years all these things will put us to a good therapeutic laugh and end this friday evening in such a lovely way 
and i realised i really miss sam so much
such an old picture but till now i can still relate to all the laughters and smiles they gave me
and us 2 years later with 50% off Starbucks. not yummy, im serious 
and i bought a pair of shoes which i really like but too lazy to show u all because its in the car but i can tell you its satisfaction guaranteed
sometimes i really have to thank God for giving me so many wonderful friends in my life and despite me being such a bitch for ignoring them, they are still here when i need them, they are still here when things happened. sometimes life makes you evaluate who your true friends are and tonight im so grateful for all these before i forget, the one person i really want to thank for making my monash days so much better is Sieushean. thank you for everything my dear especially that angelic smile of yours
but the thing that i am really sad tonight is about the exchange to australia. i didn’t know at all about extending of graduation dates until today and im just too late for the application for next semester i really want to go away for awhile, to somewhere so deserted because i thought i needed to walk away, fill in all the tiny gaps in my heart and look at the things i’ve never thought they exist.
let’s just hope i can
