moving on does not equivalent to opening doors for someone else to step in
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February once again
Tonight I have this sudden feeling of being grateful. I used to think that all I’m having now is too little compared to those who have more. But come to think of it I’m already among those really lucky ones who do not have to beg for shelter, food, clothes and love.
These 2 weeks of study break was fully occupied with (almost) nothing but full force of shopping and studying! I couldn’t thank my mum enough for everything she bought me and I’m flattered with how she agrees to buy me stuffs I like.
I may have lose quite a number of things in the year of 2010 but I never realised that I’ve gain more than that. Everything in this world changes and there is only one thing that remains the same no matter how many years has passed by; parents love for their children.
I’m proud to say that both my parents love me very much and they shower me with gifts.
Happy cny ! Lesson of the day : be grateful with what you have. If I was very much more grateful last time, I wouldn’t have lose a number of things which is really important.
the way i am
In this very stressed and tensed up situation due to group presentation tomorrow, I find myself doing the most extraordinary thing.
I don’t know but I kinda miss this person who scolded me when I was dwelling over the break up. Out of the many conversations, I remember this vividly, he said, I’m trying to help you out but you, yourself am not. In this case, I couldn’t do anything. I cried and continued crying very loudly. A while later, he apologized for being harsh. But its also him that plays a small part on me being waken up by the truth. The truth is the game ended and it is time to go back to reality.
But somehow we have not been talking lately or I’ve been avoiding him and for now he’s probably sick with my same old tricks. Regretful or not, I know this is the best for me, for us.
Let’s just continue being invisible. In this way, no further mistakes could be done. Just in case, I miss you.
Flying with broken wings and tonight i fall as if ive jumped off a cliff
For now I’m gonna continue crying in my bed until I finally fall asleep.
study break
Day one is good.
Less distractions when I study in the library.
I hope I can really put things off and concentrate 
oooppssss, resized !
