im about to lose my mind, you’ve been gone for so long.. im running out of time.
call me a doctor, i need a doctor to bring me back to life …
I don’t usually talk about how bad my day was but today it is really different.
I feel really uncomfortable since the first minute !
Haven’t bath yet and having massive headache from drinking last night (but i didn’t have to pay, so THANKYOU !)
and tonight i just have to say that im feeling quite lonely. you’re not lonely unless when you’re already with a bunch of friends and you’re still feeling it. Don’t know how to express these feelings. Maybe because life gives me lemons today 
Not lonely because of anything but it feels like i really need to pick up something fun and interesting to do besides my usual routine of shopping ! Been shopping a lot since the start of holidays with mummy and all my favourite shops giving discounts ain’t no helping at all. But i really feel like i should stop this habit.
Read online : if you get everything you wanted, you will no longer feel the excitement !
True and right now im really feeling this. Cleared out my wardrobe few days ago and saw pieces of tops that are still new and saw more pieces of tops i forgot i actually have ! My syndrome isn’t that bad because i have friends who bought 2 tops which are exactly the same. So i think there are still ways to save me out ! Anyway, i’m thinking of taking baking lessons or maybe guitar lessons. Im learning Wedding dress on the piano too but definitely not successful !
Just peeped through my brother’s door and i saw him reading his ex blog and browsing through her photos online. But he is already in a new relationship. What is love really all about? Been hearing too many stories about it and for now i’m really scared to fall in love again. When you fall out of love, it hurts so badly and i don’t think i can take it from square one once again.
Anyway, went for a short makeup course yesterday with my aunt and i instantly fell in love with it. It isn’t like i don’t like makeups before this but im loving it more now 
Bad thing, still thinking if i should sign up for an advanced course; RM 588 and tomorrow is the last day ! Tell me if i should !
Pictures from yesterday :)
anyway, Sean Liang who is really talented and funny 
Hehehe. 3 only unless you want beh paiseh pictures of me !
Still not feeling any better. Maybe i should just curl up in bed tonightttttttttttttttt
